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2/3/2014

 
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A WRITER'S WIT
Man is not the enemy here, but the fellow victim.
Betty Friedan
Born February 4, 1921

A Tough but Redemptive Outing

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Cobb, Joe and Leigh Anne Taylor. Our Family Outing. Tulsa: Total Publishing and Media, 2011.

Sometimes I read a book out of curiosity, not because I think I'll love or even like it. I first became aware of the Cobb/Taylor book it through my college alumni magazine. And because I'm not always quick in ordering books I want to read, I just now find time to read one that was published three years ago. But I'm not sorry I bought a copy.

Ms. Friedan's epigram above calls upon me to think of my own days in seminary, many years ago, a testament to my faith that failed. Coincidentally, seminary, the same one that Joe Cobb, co-author of Our Family Outing attends, is the place where I learned that in marrying a woman, I was a gay man who had also attempted to fit in to the societal norms Friedan references. The book is painful reading for one who has already forged his own way through this wilderness, but I admire Cobb and Taylor for publishing their account of their ordeal.

Our stories cross paths in so many ways, though we've never met. I grew up in Wichita. I also attended Southwestern College, the undergraduate school that Joe did, only more than a decade earlier than he. I know some of the people whom he references in the book, ministers of churches in the Kansas West Conference, the one I would have returned to once I finished my M. Th.—if I had finished it.

I have great admiration for Cobb who, although he left the Methodist church in Kansas, did choose to continue serving as a minister in other ways and eventually became ordained through the Metropolitan Community Church, the noted MCC of gay communities across the country. I parted ways with the Church, not only because the Methodist Church in particular would have demanded that I return my credentials, but  because I no longer wished to be part of an organization that would de facto reject me. Now, part of that stems from a childhood practice of rejecting my father and his actions before he could reject me, a game at which we both excelled. But I ultimately felt I'd rather serve humanity as a public school teacher than through an archaic religious structure that to this day still rejects the legitimacy of the lives of gay men and women.

This criticism betrays my bias, but the authors are more successful when they stay with the concrete, rather than slipping into philosophical or theological realms. For example, Joe says, after he's left his wife and is experimenting with his behavior in a favored bookstore:


Leaning against literature, while reading poetry,
I looked down the aisle of science fiction and mystery.
A clerk walked toward me followed by two men.
The third man wore a red bandanna,
brown curls of hair peeking out from beneath.

As he turned the corner between mystery and science fiction, he winked and smiled.

I nearly dropped Emily Dickinson.

I had no words,
only a reality,
a knowing.

This will be a terrible and liberating gift (79).

At this point, Joe's desires take on a face, a reality. He sees he can literally have some skin in this game he's decided to play. And he continues to maintain a sense of humor:
I dated a mortician for a month. He was a beautiful man who excelled in make-up for the deceased. At the end of the month, right after we watched a romantic movie, he looked at me and said, "I'm not falling in love with you." I tried not to take it personally, but I felt like lying down and having him do my make-up (155).
Throughout the book both Cobb and Taylor share with the reader their growth through therapeutic and spiritual experiences. And the reason they do so is because of the people they love most. Yes, they set aside their hurts, their resentments to make sure that their two children are not harmed by their divorce, to make sure that they continue to reach out to their extended family members. This aspect of the book may be the most important, the idea that though everyone has suffered concerning Joe's coming out, they all come through it together. By the end of the memoir, the reader learns that Leigh Anne has found a second husband and a job near her parents in North Carolina. Joe moves to the area to be close to his children, and they work out an amicable visitation program. Joe also meets a new partner, and they have two children, a boy and a girl, through surrogacy—all in pretty short order. Though I began reading this book out of curiosity, I wound up finding a great story of separation and ultimately redemption.

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